PuriCute

Im back at college. After a very long and hard summer, i think that i deserve how im feeling right now. I did end up losing 2 very close friends of mine. Jason wanted me to cheat on my fiance w/ him, and Elianna, well, i guess she never really thought of me as a "true" friend to her. On a good note i did make a new best friend. She is very sweet and understanding. She sometimes creeps me out because she acts & thinks exactly like me. & I got to get to know my friend Nick better so i guess he can replace Jason as my one close male friend lol. Other than that, my job sucked and i realized that i was starting fights w/ my fiance because i missed him.... alot. It was just a horrible way of me showing it. ><

But now i am truly at peace. Ive been spending alot of time with my fiance and friends. They make me feel very loved. Having this massive bed in my dorm is therapeutic! I love how there is LOTS of room for me & terence to move around in. ;] aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. (=u=) yea.... My dorm actually feels like HOME! My new roomie is badass. I have a new $3000 camera. I have like NO classes in the morning!!!! I have absolutely no grudge or hatred against anyone. I no longer have the urge to kill. I see humans in a better way now.... for some reason i see everyone as family...(ill save my thoughts on this on another day)
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Im just.

Happy.
Especially since he is with me again. Waking up in his arms... It seemed like he was holding me like he never wanted to let go...

Thank you. God.