PuriCute

Hmmmm, I am confused about my feelings for my crush. Huuurhfrghksebgh. What is this, madness!? D; Just kidding. Well I really don't know. I like him alot. I'm very close with his best friend, Kevin who is like a brother to me so I usually ask him about my crush ALOT. He makes me so confused. Saying that we match but we will never be due to school issues which kind of brought my hopes down :( He's a senior and I'm just a stupid sophomore >w< It's not really the age that's the issue. It's just that he's so busy, that even if we do go out, he probably wont have time for me :/

Well, that's just from Kevin's point of view. I'll just have to find out what Randall thinks about it. Yes, I like a guy named, Randall xD He knows that I like him. It's just that I haven't confronted him about my feelings. When we talk to eachother it's just so weird. We joke around alot. Here's a scenario of one thing that happened between us:

-Randall talking with his friends outside-
Me: Hi guys! xD
Him: Get the hell away.
Me: So mean :(
-Runs into classroom-
Him: I'm just kidding. Come back. (Whiny voice)
-Stays in class-
Him: I see how it is
-Walks in the classroom-

Idk if this sounds stupid or cute. I think it's both x) But I really want to know what's going on in his head. Ugh, it drives me crazy. It's like, "Does he hate me? Or is he just shy? O_____o;
Don't worry, I know it sounds like he's mean but he's not. It's just our way of how we talk to eachother by usually joking around like this. I say it's better if we just stay friends for now so the akwardness dissapears. Is it weird if I say, I kinda like the akwardness though? :O

Well umm, I think I'm going to practice my confessing skills in drama club so I'm prepared for that day when I do decide to tell him :3