PuriCute

not 1 but 2 major problems i am facing today......

1st. Family Problem:

I belong to a nuclear family. living a simple life. never even crossed my mind that my mother would turn us away... one day.. I undergo check up for my intermittent cold, fever, and flu year ago.. my mother meet this F@#$%ng man.. and i think that is how it started. Now, its getting severe.. my mother care to that F@#$%ng man more than to my father (her legal husband). I want talk to my mother.. but if do it, i'll just cry in front of her and she'll never listen to me.. she never listen to ever since...now, i never say anything to her (as in NO WORDS) she used to bring to school, but i noticed she's using me...... =( ouch!! itai yo.........

2nd. Love Life:

Aishte works 5-6 days a week.. i understand how hard it is... i understand why he came late, and why he was so tired talking to me.. well i admit we almost talked everything under the sun and we're already loosing our word to say or to talk about... but nowadays, i feel hurt.. sometimes i think that he don't have time to me anymore... he sign in late.. and gets sleepy early... =( he talks within a short duration... most of all, i get hurt last sunday; he told me he'll never hang out with friends.. so i rush my tasks so i can sign in early.. but when i signed in.. his mother told me that he's not home.. then aishte told me "I'm sorry aishte, its sudden" =( hm!! what can i do?? it happened already??!! huhuH!!!! last night, i waited for him.. then i recieved a call from him.. "aishte, i can't connect online there is no connectiion" =( i though i could tell my problems to him... i thought, i may smile at least for a while and a little.. but not.. called duration: 1 minutes.. =( its very disappointing... I am very disappointed........



='( so sad......
='( so sick.........