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Today I learned that my best friend is getting married!
I knew she was engaged, and she is getting married in August.
I'm happy for her. ^ ^
We studied together in high school, we did a lot together, and now she goes, ahm, wife? My god, it seems like yesterday that we were going to school together. (Okay, that was last year) hahahahha
Finished the secondary school together ^ ^ went to prom together, trips and parties
juntas.Choramos together when our ex-boyfriends ended up with us.
And when we know our current boyfriends, like two fools in love.
And now, I'll see my friend get married! This is very exciting!! ^^

Today I'm going to the movies to my friend ~ * Ronan
And then we eat at Burger King *---*
And who knows if this time I buy a Ovomaltine in Bob's
DSHUSDHUHDDS XD
I need to find Lini | o | ~ * Gothic borrowed some clothes for her to use!
And I'm eager to take them back. I got jealous of my stuff, especially clothes ... u_u ~ *
But for close friends, I'll lend XD

Today I'm going to the movies to my friend ~ * Ronan
And then we eat at Burger King *---*
And who knows if this time I buy a Ovomaltine in Bob's
DSHUSDHUHDDS XD
I need to find Lini | o | ~ * Gothic borrowed some clothes for her to use!
And I'm eager to take them back. I got jealous of my stuff, especially clothes ... u_u ~ *
But for close friends, I'll lend XD

Tomorrow is Sunday and I do not see my boyfriend TT ~
Because he has to study. : (
I miss him. T__T

When someone dies they leave bits of themselves behind.
I understand. I just want to leave the best bits.

Yesterday ended up being a real shit, I walked into a blazing sun, fought with my boyfriend, I got a headache, and eventually the matter of my DS.
And surprisingly I met a friend, my best friend from childhood.
I was happy to see her, did not find time with her, and was a surprise is it's nothing. We put the conversations in the day, a lot of gossip and laughter.
And then I met with my mom, got home, turned on my computer and I download a few episodes of 'Gossip Girl' ^ _ ^ By the way, I'm reading the books of Gossip Girl. I always thought the series was boring, but I was wrong. And I'm glad for it!

One time I cut my finger (do not cut your steak while distracted)
It hurt a lot, but when the pain went away, I realized something. My finger has never felt better. Do you think it takes a real pain to cause pleasure? '-'

Ok, the question is weird, meaningless, and can not even make sense.
But the fact is that, even happened to me.
The question remains open. Anyone know the answer? Or am I crazy for asking such a question? '-'

Well, I have guilt that if I ask too many questions?
I like to know everything, I'm very curious. Get used to girls and boys, I'm so.
And with time, you'll realize that my questions in fact, are curious.

But I still find myself thinking:

And if I had not fought so much with it, yet we would be together?
If I were more patient and understanding with my friend, we'd have fought to the point of not talking?
And if I knew how to forgive people, could again be the same person it was with this person forgiven?
If I had more determination, would be where I am today?
If I was more radical, would have made my dreams crazy and insane?
If I were less depressed and more humorous, I would have more friends?
If I stop writing, I would be happier? If I had not chosen the option I chose, which would be another option? Would it have made any difference if I told him I was sorry? Would have changed anything if I had struggled a little more? If I devote myself to this new friendship, perhaps you can forget the other me disappointed? And why the hell, can not find answers to such questions?

Questions that do not fall silent. questions that insist on staying on my mind
and do not leave me alone ... They repeat and repeat ... And no response.
Only the silence ... And silence is the luxury of my words.