Jul 10, 2010 (edited Jul 10, 2010 | 6:35 pm)
(Old picture :D)
So this will probably be a long one because I haven't talked to you guys in forever. So much has happened both painful, and wonderful and even enlightening. School ended and I did things like I went to California and went camping out at Beaver Creek and my most current vacation is the one I'm going on tomorrow. I'm going to Cali again but this time I'm bringing my best friend/ secret love with me. For those of you who used to read my old posts you know who I am talking about. David, the one who made me write a lot of dramatic posts and all of you so nicely gave me pep talks to help me with my crazy emotions. Well this boy is insane and since we are currently besties I have learned quite a lot like how confused he himself is. Once again he likes one of my friends and once again she knew I liked him. They did heart breaking stuff together and I felt horrible. Way more sad than I did when he dated my friend Mikayla, but get this! He says he loves me too and since I've loved him forever those words mean so much, but how can I trust a guy who can't even fully decide who he likes and loves and who has broken my heart many times? I will post tons of vacation pictures for any one who wants to see. Bye bye Rawr (Rawr means I love you in dinosaur) Grrr (I love you more) Aaarg (I luff you) guys.
May 05, 2010
I haven't been on in like a month and when I come on I found out I won second place in the meomi contest. Wow surprise. Anyway here is my life update. Murphy and I dated for like a month, then I dumped him because we just weren't meant to be together. Like it wasn't working out so now I am currently dating my once ex Brian Madera. :) And it is pretty great. Oh wellz that is all. Leave comments send messages I am bored so I will be waiting for messages. :) Adios
Apr 06, 2010
-Trying to forget someone you loved is like trying to remember someone you never knew.
-It's not what you have in your life that matters, it's who you have.
-You can never find the right person if you don't let go of the wrong one.
-I may not be perfect but I'm always me.
-It takes a couple seconds to say hello, but forever to say good bye.
-Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn't think you wanted.
-It's that moment when you look into someones eyes and think," I can still see you and I in 50 years holding hands as we walk down the aisle at the store."
-Never be sad for what's over just be glad you had it in the first place.
Apr 03, 2010 (edited Jul 10, 2010 | 6:37 pm)
-You can say anything about me but I am what I am, and thats something that you could never be.
-Sometimes I pretend to be normal. Then it gets boring so I go back to being me.
-Everything happens for a reason.....except for clowns, I mean seriously what the hell.
-You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces back together, justifying what could've, would've happened...or you can leave the pieces on the floor and move on.
-Sometimes you just need to be with the person that makes you smile even if it means waiting.
-I'm no princess, actually I'm a ninja.
-Yeah well, YOUR MOM, what now?
-They're laughing at us because we're idiots, we're laughing at them because they just figured that out.
-My friends are the type of friends who will kill me for a handful of doritoes and in the end they won't say sorry, they say haha sucker.
-If he's stupid enough to walk away be smart enough to let him go.
-I don't miss you, I miss the person I thought you were.
-Every girl deserves a boy who will text her back even if they're playing Call of Duty.
Mar 21, 2010
-I dream of a better world where chickens can cross roads without having their motives questioned.
-Sometimes when I say "oh I'm fine," I want someone to look me in the eyes and say "Tell the truth."
-If life gives you lemons KEEP THEM.... I mean hey...free lemons.
-Dream as if you'll live forever, live as though you'll die today.
-Of course I talk to myself, who else can I trust?
-I love my group of friends. Especially because when one of us says something innapropriate everyone seems to think it is completely normal!
-I know I don't have the prettiest face for him to look at or the skinniest waist for him to hold but I do have the biggest heart to love him with.
-Love isn't finding a perfect person, it's seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
-Yeah I'm a loser but I am the coolest loser you will ever meet.
-I am the type of girl who will burst out laughing in dead silence over something that happened yesterday.